{"id":1049,"date":"2005-03-06T21:43:34","date_gmt":"2005-03-07T02:43:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/torrentialequilibrium.net\/?p=1049"},"modified":"2011-10-28T14:12:53","modified_gmt":"2011-10-28T19:12:53","slug":"and-my-fate-remains-unchanged","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/torrentialequilibrium.net\/?p=1049","title":{"rendered":"And my fate remains unchanged"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Another chapter in my life comes to an end that is both surprising and predictable. I stared my greatest fear in the eyes, and proceeded to do what had to be done. In the end, I&#8217;m still doomed to spend my nights alone at the computer <a href=\"http:\/\/www.torrentialequilibrium.net\/kp.html\">writing about stupid things<\/a>. But I have grown, and learned that sometimes, even when you have no courage, you just have to give &#8216;er. I also learned that the outcome wasn&#8217;t what I really cared about, but rather that I was out to prove to myself that I&#8217;m not as weak as I used to think. I&#8217;m not disappointed. I don&#8217;t regret my actions. I have no time for sorrow. I&#8217;m happy that I faced my fears head-on. I know that with a little more time and research, I could have avoided the let-down, but like I said, I have no regrets. I guess you&#8217;ll be happy too now that you won&#8217;t have to read about this anymore. Oh, and if you have no idea what I&#8217;m talking about, you might want to consider reading the last couple posts a little closer.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Another chapter in my life comes to an end that is both surprising and predictable. I stared my greatest fear in the eyes, and proceeded to do what had to be done. In the end, I&#8217;m still doomed to spend my nights alone at the computer writing about stupid things. But I have grown, and &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/torrentialequilibrium.net\/?p=1049\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">And my fate remains unchanged<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[21,41],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1049","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-irl","category-pretty-ladies"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/torrentialequilibrium.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1049","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/torrentialequilibrium.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/torrentialequilibrium.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/torrentialequilibrium.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/torrentialequilibrium.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1049"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/torrentialequilibrium.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1049\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1050,"href":"https:\/\/torrentialequilibrium.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1049\/revisions\/1050"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/torrentialequilibrium.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1049"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/torrentialequilibrium.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1049"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/torrentialequilibrium.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1049"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}